The end of my IVF cycle, BFN!

Hi everyone,
i kept feeling menses like symptoms the past few days... i tested and my pregnancy test was negative, so i was mentally prepared for a failed cycle. This morning, strange enough, i felt that i should put on a pad. True enough, my menses came in the morning, I was really disappointed, but mentally prepared, maybe that's why i was not broken or upset. Just disappointed. Hubby was really disappointed. I think he , was more disappointed than me. Cause I prepared myself mentally. But seeing menses is like a confirmation that this cycle failed.
Wednesday is the pregnancy blood test, but I feel it is pointless to go for it.... all the same, i will ring KKH up and ask them if I still need to go for the blood test. We will be going for cycle 2 in june/july... Crossing my fingers and hope little baby/babies will be blessed to us then . In the mean time, i will be going to see the chinese doctor to tio my body .

12 days after transfer

hi again,
yesterday was my sil's wedding, busy busy day, hubby had to do all the cleaning up although i helped a little. Tried to rest as much as i could, got a room in the hotel, so i was able to sleep right after the event. Felt a little sick and tired crampy some times, but other then that , no problem. Just did my last pregnyl jab today, hope my little embryo sticks, blood test will be on 28th as 26th and 27th will be CNY. hope for the best cause i really dunno what to expect. Am still trying to keep my expectations and hopes normal hahaha not low not high, normal. been going out cause too bored at home :P

it has been 5 days after my egg transfer

it is been 5 days after my egg transfer, sad part is , i only had one embryo, so i just pray that my little embryo with grow and stick and become my baby, i have to do pregnyl jabs every 3 days, nope they do not hurt, but waiting at home is killing me. Yes folks i am dying cause i am so darn bored. so i got my hubby to take me out to dinner yesterday and the day before... It was nice to be out of the house for even that 2 hrs.
I woke up this morning, feeling sick, i had mild cramps as usual, but on top of that, i felt sick, i felt like vomiting, like sick in the gut. I don't think i am pregnant yet, too early to be, so might be the side effect of pregnyl.... i hope this is not going to keep up, yucks... hate that feeling... oh well i just hope my embryo sticks.
Oh i forgot to mention, i have been craving the weirdest foods haha maybe cause of the pregnyl injections, one minute it is fish slice soup, next minute it is chicken rice, for the record, i do eat these things but i do not really like to eat these at all. people that know me, know me as more of a western food person. :P
To my little baby,
mummy loves you lots and mummy hopes you stay nice and warm in mummy. * hugs* Love u lots baby :)

egg transfer on sat 10 jan

Had my eggs retrieved yesterday, did not feel anypain, but lots of aches.... i was so worried that i would feel the whole thing being done, but i was totally knocked out. the procedure only took 15 mins, but i only woke up 45 mins later... had 6 eggs. hopefully all of them will become embryos. today, feel much better . less bloating less mood swings... good day and looking forward to see my babies tomorrow :)

egg retrieval on thursday

finally after so long, my egg retrieval is scheduled on thursday...
I have a total of 8 follicles... on the left 6 and right 2.. i think my right ovary is not working well...
I had mild side effects... bloating, mood swings and tiredness... slept a lot today.. worried about egg retrieval.. hope everything goes well. hope there are good eggs to fertilized.. ahh it seems like for someone my age, my response to puregon is sure slow....
200iu for 7 days
300iu for 2 days
400iu for 4 days
my eggs range from 22.5 to 8 mm now.. yup .

left my whole fridge to go bag.. including syringe and lucrin in a cab yesterday... so imagine i had to buy a whole new bottle of lucrin for just one jab... what a waste... ohh i need to get another fridge to go again... :P careless... hehe...