travelling looking for products and everything else

Will be starting ivf again soon in june... this time, I seem a lot more confident, or at least I am trying to be. Sigh... not looking forward to jabs and all the mood swings, but I am looking forward to cradling our little baby/babies in my arms.. everytime i shop for friend's children and babies, I wish I am shopping for my own little one. Sigh... I hope it works this time. I really do.