the end of one road might be the start of another.

Being a catholic, I have not attended mass or novena for ages, but i did last saturday. What I got was a wake up call, I suddenly felt, that this whole ivf process was a wrong move for me. As a catholic, it is against the churches teaching. I spoke to Mother Mary, and she told me to leave it to her. To trust her, if we have children or not. I decided from then that i will leave our marriage to her. If we concieve, to dedicate our baby/babies to her, if we do not, maybe consider adoption. No more ivf . I will pray to the Lord and ask Mother Mary to intercede for us to have children.