Wednesday, July 8, 2009
my blood test is on 13 july
I am excited and nervous about my blood test because i really wish it will be positive at the same time, I have to pre empt myself for negative. The whole world around me seems to be getting pregnant and it stinks to know it is not me. First, my classmate who got married way after me , then my neighbour's DIL and I just found out today, my church friend, why do people have it so easy and here I am jabbing myself , jabbing my husband , spending tons of money and wondering if this whole process is a success? I am happy for them, but why not me? I know I should be grateful for a chance to even do ivf but sometimes, I really cannot help wondering why can't I have it easier? I am not blaming my husband, I am not blaming myself , I just wonder .... just rambling..... maybe my moods... maybe i am just at a loss of words....
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Hi. try to think positive and don't get too stress up. ^_^ Should go and watch Ice Age 3. It is really funny. Maybe you should boil some chicken essence to drink (not the bottle type). Control your carboh intake and top up your protein might help. Am no doc here. But would like to see you happy then stress up. Please do take care and think positive.
thanks .. yes will try to be positive
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